About.
Valérie
Before sound healing, I was busy studying history and get to know the world I lived in. I also taught french at the Beijing Languages and Cultural University in China and after that I started a master’s degree.
In the back scene of what seemed like a great academic path I was heavily depressed, would party a lot, and drink to numb away the feeling of doom and sadness of this incarnation. I had lots of friends and a supportive family but never really felt at home in myself and my surroundings. After consulting a psychotherapist, I began a journey of reconnecting with my emotions and make decisions in accordance to them. By doing so, I realised the importance of freeing ourselves from social constructs and following our hearts desires. I reconnected with the activities that used to bring me joy such as music, wicca, art, dance and service to others. I started coming online with my other perceptive senses and remembered a path I had begun much earlier in life… that of healing and awakening. You could say I’ve followed the Indigo child pattern. At a young age, I talked to nature’s spirits and secretly practiced magic. I was initiated in Reiki at age 11 and was very intuitive as a child. After my «reawakening» in adulthood, I received sound healing sessions to help treat my depression and other relational issues, and it was a total revelation for me. I then started to research on this incredible healing modality and did a sound healing training with an experienced sound healer. It has now been 4 years since I started practicing this ancient, non-invasive and alternative healing art, and I’m in love with my life.
The Divine Feminine Way
In other terms, this path of was also one of retrieval of the feminine energy in me. A tranquille revolution that I could also notice in women around me. In my spiritual quest to better understand my energy field, I was being asked to allocate more time to rest, self-care, connecting to nature and meditation. I participated in women healing circles that were also a huge revelation for me. I realized how «masculine» critical and demanding I was towards myself. How I undervalued the feminine in general ; identifying myself way more with «masculine» qualities like rationality, logic, performance and emotional control. To my own surprise, I discovered how detrimental it was for the female body and soul. I was still yet to meet the immense power that was waiting for me inside my own womb. Thus began a huge cycle of clearing ancestral trauma, present life sexual trauma, closed heart and victimization of the feminine in me. I had to observe and feel how much of the patriarchal system I had internalized, and deconstruct all of it. In doing so, I developed an interest in the history of women… the witches, the shamans, the priestesses, the godesses, the medecine women and other manifestation of the Divine feminine (yin) principle and how overtly oppressed it has been on planet Earth.
As poetic as it is to reconnect with the power of unconditional love towards the Self and Others, it has been a huge rollercoaster ride with many spiritual initiations. It has forged my mind to dedicate itself to the rehabilitation, healing and love for the feminine aspect in all of us, which isn’t foreign to our relationship to Earth, political power and society at large.
